hmm.. so havent been writing much off late.. its been a different experience for me. Once thing i realize about myself is this ability to switch off if i don't feel important.. some how this issue i havent been able to work with at all. I also am the worst critique of myself. That combination is not so good. But the positive is i am able to express myself so well to Rajeev, its easier to share positive things with a spouse but tougher to share deeper negative feelings.....so thats a good indicator of a relationship. I am also looking forward to spending some time alone. I was invited to some dinner plan happening not sure if i want to join any one. I think a lot of things to introspect about. I am more convinced that overseas education some how helps build confidence.. i think the approach makes one very articulate... so maybe some year down the line, i wont mind it
not feeling so good today