December 30, 2003

hmmm.. i was feeling a lil low yesterday. As soon as you say this to any one they say dont feel. Well i dont think its really in my hands to feel or not feel. I think i just have to look at whatever is happening in my mind and wait for it to settle down in some way (feel normal). I have lots of work to do but havent started as yet. My boss has resigned and would be ending his tenure this weekend, have to take over (knowledge transfer from him). I also have to start acting in his place for a while till we find some one else to do the job. Lots of people tell me i am making a mistake by not pushing for that role, but i dont think my passion lies there. Where is the question i still am not clear about. Today is a farewell party in aide of his leaving. Some of these get very anti social where no one knows what to say and all feel awkward.

I read an article abt the benefits of walking, its easy for the ppl who write to say that, but to get up in the morning and do it is another matter completely. I would be on leave on 1st... time off with rajeev. Mum is leaving for cochin tomm.. so dropping her is what i need 2 do

ta ta for now

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